today was a rough day

you cried all day when you weren’t feeding or – briefly – sleeping.  leanne was sick, asleep, under covers, nauseous. i tried to take care of you and wore so thin.
is there something in the mother’s milk?  did we choose the wrong name for you?  disturbing thoughts once again careen.    i was unfair?

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