Monthly Archives: September 2004

tear apart

tear apart leanne just hid her email from me when i accidentally came up behind her. i feel like i am completely interdependent upon her and yet she was obviously violated by my presence. i was tired and hungry all … Continue reading

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glimpsing

glimpsing leanne said the other day that having a baby gives her something to move forward towards. that was really neat… we breastfed in public – on a bench on the sidewalk in front of starbucks after seeing dr kahn … Continue reading

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tuesday is a hard day

  tuesday is a hard day i look at her and when i careen into despair and tears i feel she looks at me confused and protecting already. i think of her in the mornings when i’ve had too little … Continue reading

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